hello! fine, fine i shall skip the stereotypical line. haha but yeah so im blogging again. got too many complaints that it was dead. so im back.

current mood: happy emoing, dont ask.

well nothing much now la. just kinda slacking when i soo SHOULDNT be. somebody pls slap me. oh gawd, PRELIMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. gawd, i should just go jump down now, now, NOW. im soo not bloody prepared. i.am.so.bloody.screwed.i.swear. oh well, life's like this.

many many stuff happened in betweeen. uh, i dont wish to list names but u know who u ppl are.
one made me go crazy.
one keeps making me ______.
one is helping me stay sane.
two are keeping me alive.
three make me rethink who is living my life.
a few make me wanna gag.
a few make me smile:D
(and many more, but im lazy to write)

well, some are gd anw. chatting with some ppl is fun(: entertaining i should say. haha.they reli reli amuse me. speaking of that reminds me of A. shud go check out A's pics and V's pic comments. HILARIOUS TO THE FREAKING MAXX. omg, hahahahaha. i swear i couldnt stop laughing at those comments. hahahaa, well they're such jokers and i love them the way they are. haha. was supposed to go out for like the past 2 weeks, got invitations but declined them. got another this sat/sun, idk if i shud go. see how la. P, i am not gonna eat 30 pizzas, dont worry.

speaking of food, an increasing no. of ppl are showing concern toward my eating habits. they make statements like 'navina, you're anorexic', 'navina, omg, ure skinyyyy!'. what are u ppl blind or smtg?!?! I AM NOT ANOREXIC, I AM NOT SKINNY. gawd wth. yes i lost wt but still that doesnt make me anorexic or smtg. dont even think abt me being bullimic, i hate vomitting!

old ht: 157.5cm
old wt: 45.3kg

new ht: 159.3cm
new wt: 42kg

yay, i lost weight and i grew taller(:(: yuthra said i shud be a fry. haha. gawd, even parents, relatives, maids are like starting to notice that im losing weight. i reli think i have issues. like i cant get it outta my head. i've talked abt it to like besties n xq. im reli trying to eat more n stuff, but just dont want to. but on the brighter side, yes im eating more now. i am. but sadly, after that i feel so fat and disgusted with myself. ugh ugh, idk why! thats when i resort to exercising. it burns calories babeh(: omg xq showed me the paper and omg, it was beyond depressing. ok i shall try to eat more (which i alr am but u ppl dont understand) and not skip meals (which i dont but u ppl insist i do) and i shall try not to _________. yes emo baby emo.

i love running. i heart it. it takes ur mind off things and its such a nice feeling. other than the out-of-breath part. i wanna build my abs though. V said i could go to the gym and do a diff kind of exercise. haha, that should be very interesting(:

anw, exercise, that reminds me. CROSS COUNTRY! it was kinda fun la, considering it was my last yr and we were crapping for zany parade. i wasnt supposed to run when C comes to me n tells me she doesnt wanna run so yeah next thing i knew, tag was in my hand, national anthem and we were alr assembling. haha. then ran la. wl, they pushed me to the front. 'navina, top 10 ah?'. haha i was like 'U HOPE AH!'. haha. but yeah ran n ran. last part jogged. was super dead, totally wanted to stop 3/4. but told myself no, navina you must run. so yeah i did. and
i came in 9th((:
omg, one of my proudest moments. haha. i was like soo freaking freaking happy. saw babe, hugged her and we were like spinning around. i think she lifted me off the ground at one part. haha. she got 4th. congrats darling! i sooo totally love you babeh <3

ZANYYYY PARADE! quickly changed after my run. haha i like stripped in the middle of C,S, xq. haha. it was super hilarious. n my top got like stuck halfway so time was wasted.they were like 'nuffna, faster! omg i can see ur boobs! and ur bra so colourful!'. haha. that was from C. then got comments that i looked loads better than ______. haha i guess so, well her stomach was freakin bulging can?!? eeeewwwww, disgusting. sadly, we didnt win la. but we totally enjoyed ourselves. a few were like 'wow, hot stuff'!' haha esp D and babe. then yeah slacked and took a stroll to macs. and i mean STROLL. our legs were aching so yeah, many ppl overtook us in walking! believe it or not, we were THAT SLOW. haha. once we reached, it started to pour. thankgawd. camwhored n crapped. then walked to pp macs and sat down again as freeloaders. haha, met the gang. talked to them then ciaoed home. some ppl reli know how to hurt a person, deeply. it leaves a scar forever, know what i mean?

yep had tuition, omg i was so high and he was so funny. haha, it was a fun tuition session. i love my tuition teacher. who ever said tuition was boring?? we sorta opened up and were talking abt s'pore, my future, and abt his kids and abt my parents. haha. we did almost everything but study. no rofina, we didnt study bio, shut up. haha.

O.M.G. i am freaking freaking happy. I AM SHORTLISTED FOR TJC(:(:(:(:(: i got the call and i was like YEAH BABEH! i got selected. haha. so yeah most likely i am gonna accept the offer. so yay, im a happy girl(: the world should smile more often:D sry for the crapping. this doesnt mean im not work my ass off for Os. i still will. and if i am caught slacking, like now, by all means, S.L.A.P. me.

K's blog is interesting, pretty mature i should say. well written so gd job mann! haha chatting with him made me miss daytona. haha, i miss kicking their asses. i am so good(:

im becoming totally close with some ppl. im super happy, but its gonna be so damn hard for me to part with u guys. it will be. im gonna miss u all like shitt. all ur jokes, laughter, lameness, our crapping, toilet breaks, obsession over dumb things. haha, im gonna miss all of this. i really am. loveyouguystothecore<333

oh yeah, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHAK'THIYA((: you're 16 so start behaving like one. instead of throwing biscuit packets at me, u could actually eat it u noe? haha. well i'll be honoured to get u what u want for ur birthday. haha. u better get me mine too. i'll come with u, we'll go shopping for that together. hahaha. that'll be soo totally awkward to the maxx. haha. ohh cant wait for our lessons!

omg tamil listening compre sucks, sucks, SUCKS. ugh, it was so shitt la pls. V found it annoying too. we were both depressed after that:( but we managed to burn it, thanks to our interesting conversation. haha, cant wait mann.

dental dental, here i come. changed the colour to light green to hot pink(: just like some ppl asked for it to be. actually i was thinking smtg like red and white alternating, seeing national day ahead. but that would just be ridiculous. i'd be some walking joker.

pp has become beyond boring. babe n me go there like every sat and we just make a u-turn n come back. seriously, its extremely mundane mann. sighh, we need a new hangout place. she wants to bring vivo here, nice thinking. thanks to her latecoming, we missed macs breakfast. ate lunch instead and fried rice. felt like a pig after that:( chem tuition was totally productive. we actually paid attn and got our stuff done. yay! and my strawberry shortcake file is here to stay, it is not going anywhere. we both noe why u hate it and i love it! haha. that file is my saviour.
eyes up baby;;

this may never start;
we could fall apart;
and I'd be your memory;
lost your sense of fear;
feelings insincere;
can I be your memory?

navina is a naughty and bad girl(: go figure.

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